At
our Lent groups this year we are exploring Henri Nouwen's book “The
return of the prodigal son” - a deep, sustained meditation on the
parable as it's presented in the Rembrandt painting. On Thursday we
focussed on what it means for the son to leave home, on his rebellion
and his wanderings. We explored the ways that we too leave our true
home with God, through the choices we make every day...and began to
imagine what homecoming might mean for both son and father.
If
that first session is anything to go on, I think we are in for an
engaging and thought-provoking Lent.
Of
course you'll have noticed that today's readings do NOT feature the
prodigal son in any way shape or form...but they are, I think, very
much about the journey home...and about that Love that invites us all
to make our home with Him.
Our
Genesis reading introduces us to Abram –already embarked on the
journey of faith that transformed his life.
Abram
and Sarai, a childless couple leaving home – on the strength of a
promise that home and family lie ahead ..a family as numerous as the
stars in the sky.
A
family wedded to their land, but asked to leave it behind them...with
no idea where they might finally settle.
It's
either madness or faith – (have you noticed how often they seem
rather similar!)..
but
Abram “believed the Lord and the Lord reckoned it to him as
righteousness”
and
we know that in due time God's promises were made good, the gift of a
child was given and a new homeland claimed.
Our
journey too takes us to a new place...somewhere
we never expected to find ourselves.
We
too are asked to leave behind the ways in which we have sought
security...
“Our
citizenship is in heaven” says Paul.
What
a thought...that we might
have a new identity, a
transformed security found
not in material
things nor in human relationships but
in the place that WE have been promised...and
the central relationship that we can have with God.
“One
thing I have asked of the Lord; one thing I seek; that I may dwell in
the house of the Lord all the days of my life to
behold the fair beauty of the Lord....”
Those
words from psalm 27 were printed on my ember card, when I was
ordained priest – to
encourage me to take a longer view...
When
I'm in danger of getting bogged down by the demands of parish life,
when I seem to be making all the wrong choices, when the voices in my
head are telling me
“This
enterprise is doomed” then I need that reminder...that I, and
those I care for, are
travelling home to the place where we
will see for ourselves
the fair beauty of the Lord, the
end of all our exploration
(With
the drawing of this Love and the voice of this
Calling
Calling
We
shall not cease from exploration
And the end of all our exploring
Will be to arrive where we started
And know the place for the first time.)
And the end of all our exploring
Will be to arrive where we started
And know the place for the first time.)
And
while we are travelling, taking wrong turnings, mistaking our
destination and being distracted by sights along the way ..what's
going on for God?
The
gospel makes that obvious
He
is aching for us...reaching
out with endless longing love...never forcing us but totally intent
on drawing us to Him.
Jerusalem,
Jerusalem...How often have I
desired to gather your children together as a hen gathers her brood
under her wings, and you were not willing”
Like
any parent whose child has gone astray, God is straining forward, his
one aim
our homecoming.
God
longs to shelter us in Love...to
welcome us to our true home, the place where each one of us can be
fully ourselves, where there
is no
need to wear a mask, no need to pretend...and no need to fear.
“Do
not be afraid Abram.....Kathryn......Eira.....Mary......June....”
Because, surely, home is the place
where you are truly safe.
The place where you find sanctuary
when life is tough...the place where you are always welcome, no
matter what...
Do
not be afraid.
You're
on the way home...on the way to the place where you belong, the place
where you are always welcome,
“Lord
you have made us for yourself and our hearts are restless til they
find their rest in you”
wrote
Augustine, no stranger to the excitements and struggles of life...
So
journey through Lent in confidence.
Our
road may be the way of the cross...for we are called to follow Jesus
to Jerusalem, the city that kills the prophets...but beyond the cross
are the open arms of our Father who says to each one of us
“Welcome
home”
Thanks Kathryn, a lovely message for us all. Jacqueline x
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