“Be
prepared”
The
motto adopted by Lord Baden Powell in the early days of Scouting is
now famous across the world – and its sheer common sense is clear
and evident. It's always advisable to be ready for all
eventualities, to expect the unexpected and have the resources with
you to enable you to deal with whatever life throws at you. On Wednesday night, when my car broke down a few miles outside
Cirencester, on a wonderfully dark and empty stretch of road, I was
extremely glad that though we had left the house in a hurry, so that
I had only my phone and my car keys, Jack had automatically picked
up his wallet – containing the all-important RAC membership card.
What's more, thanks to a bit of startling self-knowledge, our family
membership subs had been paid via standing order – or the card
would almost certainly have been out of date, and help unavailable.
However,
Jack was indeed a Scout – and had organised an expedition to
Uganda whose preparations seemed to dominate every aspect of life
for months beforehand, with all sorts of wonderful equipment
arriving at the vicarage, designed to make it easier for his small
group to survive and thrive during that part of the expedition when
they were literally on their own in the bush.
I
teased him – and indeed most of the medicine kit came home
thankfully untouched – but in my heart of hearts I was really glad
of his meticulous preparations – just as I was when eventually an
RAC mechanic rescued us at a little before 1.00 on Thursday morning.
Quite
often in life, it seems like a good thing to be prepared.
What,
then, should we make of the rather different message that Jesus gives
his disciples this morning?
He
ordered them to take nothing for their journey except a staff; no
bread, no bag, no money in their belts; but to wear sandals and
not to put on two tunics.
By
almost any standards that sounds positively stupid...They are to go
out into unknown situations, to places where they've no idea how
their message or their ministry might be received...and they are to
take nothing with them.
What
a huge contrast to the way in which the Fleming family arrived at the
vicarage 4 years ago, our removal van crammed to the gunwhales...and
indeed, when we got here, it was to find churches thoroughly equipped
with everything necessary for orderly worship and lots of measures in
place to keep the show on the road.
There
were, and are, teams of people engaged in managing most of the
practicalities of church life, from making the important decisions to
polishing the brass...and we even had funds to enable us to kick
start the roof appeal, when that unwelcome eventuality came to pass.
I
came, lock, stock and such a lot of
baggage, to serve two groups of people
who were, and are, prepared to keep the church afloat. Maybe we're
not pioneers, for I don't think anyone would deny that we all of us
(in the Church of England in general, and not just in these parishes)
tend struggle a little with the task of going out and sharing good
news with our neighbours...so perhaps we've not pushed the boundaries
of our churches much in the past few decades...
Not
pioneers, then......but as settlers we're not doing badly at all.
The
trouble is – again and again when we read the gospels, we see that
Jesus had something rather different in mind.
In
the west today, even in recession, we are surrounded by the trappings
of affluence – both good and bad. We have sound-systems to ensure
that the gospel is heard, here in our churches …..but somehow we
find we've lost our voice when we go out, so that we rarely share it
beyond the walls.
We
have envelopes schemes and direct debits to enable our giving – but
we've lost the sense of urgency to feed the hungry and clothe the
naked that inspired the early church to share everything in common as
they waited for Christ's return.
We
have devoted singers and musicians – but we don't always live each
day as a song of praise to our Creator.
We've
replaced spontaneity and openness to the Holy Spirit with a set of
provisions for circumstances that WE have decided on...and no longer
dare to consider how we might need to react, what kind of church we
might need to be, in a world that looks quite different from the one
in which we grew up.
We
know what we CAN manage – so we tend to focus on that (remember the
saying “if you have a hammer, then everything looks like a
nail)...though as we look around it doesn't take much imagination to
see that to carry on as we are is to ensure the death of the
institution in the next few decades.
Does
that sound bleak and pessimistic?
I
don't think it needs to.
Yes,
I think that there IS a crisis in the life of the institutional
church...but I don't think that this is something to distress us.
We've
carried so much luggage with us through the centuries, have become so
very good at being the institutional church...but perhaps we've lost
sight of what it means to be the radical church, the Body of Christ,
charged with living the Kingdom here and now.
Perhaps
we need to listen to Jesus once again
Take
nothing for their journey except a staff; no bread, no bag, no money
in their belts; but to wear sandals and not to put on two
tunics.
Travel
light...Go empty handed....That way we'll never be deceived into
thinking that we are in charge of this enterprise.
Did
you imagine for a moment that we were?
This
is not OUR Church.......it is GODS church....called to be the agent
of his transforming love in the world.
If
we're not able and willing for that, then God WILL do a new thing
without us...
So
– we need to have courage.
Courage
to put down the beloved burdens, the
contingency funds the prudent provisions for every occasion
Courage
to empty our hands and
open our hearts and our minds
Courage
to recognise and accept just how small and powerless we are, when we
stand alone, no longer hiding behind the weight of preparation that
we have inherited
Courage
to admit our own inadequacy to the task, the mission to which we are
called.
Perhaps
Paul can help us, for he had to step outside his own protective
shield, as he recognised that in Christ God was turning the world
upside down...that the values and assurances of orthodox Judaism were
no longer enough....that all his education and status would do him no
good at all in his new task.
He
came to embrace his own limitations, even to celebrate them
Therefore
I am content with weaknesses, insults, hardships, persecutions, and
calamities for the sake of Christ
Remember,
this is the kingdom of God, where victory comes through
vulnerability, where winners look like losers, where the last is
truly first.
That's
our context for living as Christians today – and every day.
Does
it scare you as much as it scares me?
But,
oh its exciting too...
For
if we dare to take the risk...if we dare
to empty ourselves, in the same way that Christ did when he set aside
divinity to live human life in all its vulnerability and pain...
well,
then we can claim God's word to Paul as an assurance for us as well
‘My
grace is sufficient for you, for power is made perfect in
weakness
1 comment:
"victory comes through vulnerability" - a beautiful thought. Really thought provoking ideas ... love what you've written here
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