For
various complicated reasons which now escape me, my cohort of
Gloucester deacons spent our ordination retreat in a collective
exercise in crossing boundaries at Holland House, Cropthorne, in the
diocese of Worcester.
It
was a memorable retreat and a time of blessing for many many reasons
– but though I know that the words our conductor spoke were
wonderful and helpful ( I often turn to them at times of panic –
such as this morning), they didn’t stay lodged in my heart in quite
the same way that a postcard in the bookshop did. I still have the
postcard in my Office Book It featured some words of Dr Kosuke Koyama
of the World Council of Churches
“We
should be followers of the running God, who causes a commotion by
going to the periphery to make it a centre of light”
Followers
of the running God…
In
this week when we’ve reflected on crossing boundaries, on finding
God on the edge – and on ministering on the edge ourselves, it’s
a wonderful picture.
Of
course, a running God could be heading anywhere…The question is,
WHICH WAY? And, a supplementary, - how on earth do we keep up??
If
we’re trying to follow that could be quite a useful thing to know
(though I’m personally more than capable of setting out on an
expedition with absolutely NO idea of where I’m going, it’s not
something I’d normally encourage)
When
you start thinking about it God does quite a bit of running. When we
are still far off…God the Father hitches up his robes and comes
haring down the road to sweep each one of us up into a welcoming
embrace. He doesn’t wait for us to come to him – neither in the
parable nor in his world. Instead he repeatedly comes to where we
are…That's what the the Incarnation is all about – and it's made
real for us again and again, whenever God comes to us in the
Sacrament of Communion.
God
comes to us so we may come to God.
God
running to find us – wherever we are.
I
hope that this has felt true for you often this week...that God has
surprised you with a sudden hug just when you most needed it...but
even if he still feels a bit far off, don't despair. He's coming to
you, of that I am certain, and will delight in surprising you with
the joy of his presence. After all, it was just an ordinary day –
not a once a year conference, not even a special celebration - when
that Samaritan woman went to get water, as she had done so many many
times before.
Just an ordinary day – and yet, she found the entire
world turned upside down.
Remember, the running God DOES cause
commotion – the earthquake that accompanied the Resurrection of
Christ is matched by other earthquakes in our own lives, as we
encounter God in our own mini Easters. That's exciting, of course –
but it can be alarming too. I very much doubt if any of us would
really choose to place ourselves at the centre of an earthquake
zone...but sometimes that's just how it has to be as our landscapes
are transformed.
In
other words - forget the comfort zone!
And if
you find you're still left struggling with questions, have spent this
week nervously wobbling on the edge of your experience and
understanding – that's fine too.
When my
older son returned from his first term of university theology, he
brought with him a catchphrase that has been endlessly helpful to me
ever since: “Jesus gets it”...
He gets what has been
going on for you , just as he got what was going on for that thirsty
woman 2 millennia ago. He sees into your heart, understanding all
that has happened to you, all that other have done to you, all your
longings, hopes, fears and dreams. He sees it all, and accepts it
all...
Jesus
gets it.
But
our time here is almost over. Soon the running God is off again. If
we take off our shoes (and surely, surely this IS holy ground) we
might just catch up with the One who has already gone before us –
into Galilee, and a myriad other places too – Abingdon and Northolt,
Mansfield, and Southampton, Taunton,Tettenhall, High Wyckham,
Cuddesdon - maybe even Coventry!
That
is both a reassurance and a challenge. A reassurance, of course,
because we need to know that we won't lose touch with God as we
return from our time together...That though we may sometimes almost
lose sight of Him amid all the STUFF that clutters daily life and
somehow seems so hopelessly important at the time, He's there...
He's
there, of course, when we gather in worship – in our local
churches, in our homes, our schools... He's there in our
friendships and in our loneliness. He's there whenever we think to call...pausing , face
turned lovingly towards us as we turn towards him...
But
– and here's the challenge - he's there too in all the unlikely
places, the ones which, on St George's map would surely say “Here
be dragons”- those about which you feel anxious even as you think
of them.
I'm
sure you'll know the ones I mean. Situations that make your stomach
clench, and whole flocks of butterflies settle ...places where you
feel yourself an outsider, perhaps because you've put someone else
into that category: a kind of Peter, Cornelius situation...or maybe places where you expect a hostile reception rather than a drink of
water. For me, now that gatherings of cuddly charismatic Christians
no longer hold any terror, it's the city centre as the clubs are
getting busy on a Saturday night. Predictable, but true. So far the
hostility has been entirely in my head – but it's still a barrier
for me – though never for God.
For
our inclusive God no one - NO
ONE
is unacceptable, no one is a stranger. no-one an outsider... Each is
loved by God as an irreplaceable and incomparable person....
God
shows no partiality. None whatsoever.
Remember
– Jesus gets it!
So
– he's off again. Our running God heads for the periphery – and
we, who long to follow, must join him there.
That's
what this week has been all about.
After
“On Fire” a couple of years ago I wrote on my blog that I felt
full to the brim with love and joy – but expected I would leak
soon. Bishop Nick's limestone again (but I got there first!). A
wise friend responded promptly that this was the WHOLE POINT - that we are absolutely supposed to leak! This
gift of extravagant grace is to be shared... It overflows, however
hard we may sometimes try to confine it, to limit God's work to those
places, those people who fit in with our expectations – so really,
our attempts to restrict and channel are so much wasted effort. Instead, lets go with the flow, follow the Spirit in her joyous
redemptive dance, which gradually, I'm certain, will draw everyone
in.
Koyama
talks of the Church not just as the Body of Christ – but as the
Body of Christ that runs to welcome a broken world. Christ-centred
ministry on the edge, indeed.
But
perhaps if we get it right there need not be
any edges... Boundaries, demarcation lines which determine who is out
and who is in, have nothing to do with the One who opened his arms
wide on the cross, and offers his embrace to all the world. He runs
to the periphery to make it a centre of light...and in that light
everything looks quite different.
That
postcard that I cherish shows circles of colour...dark blue at the
centre, gold fading to yellow at the edge. The contrasts are clear but the
picture is of one whole...not a series of boundaries that must never
be crossed. The centre looks very solid and sure of itself –
because that's what centres are like...but as you move outwards it is
very hard to tell where the painting ends...the outer boundaries are
so blurred that you can't detect them. It reminds me, somehow, of a
verse by the American Edwin Markham. It's called “Outwitted” -
but for me it has less to do with wit than with reckless mercy, wild,
extravagant grace
“He
drew a circle that shut me out —
Heretic, rebel, a thing to flout.
But Love and I had the wit to win:
We drew a circle that took him in. “
Heretic, rebel, a thing to flout.
But Love and I had the wit to win:
We drew a circle that took him in. “
We
know that the running God will not stop until the whole of creation
is included. Drawn in ourselves, we are now sent to drawn in others,
and share that boundless love.
Encounter
God here. Encounter God on the edges. There is nowhere that his love
does not reach. The boundaries are only in our imagination.
So
now let's pray that our running God will continue to work in us...and Let
the whole world see and know That things which were cast down are being
raised up And things which
had grown old are being made new And that all things are being brought to their perfection By him through whom all things were made
To
Him be glory now and forever. Amen
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